I was heartbroken throughout my life. I had not ever seen her in a dream. It was so vivid, and I knew she was still alive in another place. She showed me that I could come with her or stay and finish raising my child. I had unintentionally had a death wish. When I understood that I had a choice, I decided that I wanted to live. It was profoundly healing for me to see my mom and spend time with her. I experienced her deep love for me, and it restored hope to me and a desire to live.
From that point on, I began to recover. Within a few months, my scans and tests showed that I had been healed. There was no sign of any disease. My doctor and his staff could not explain the healing and called it a miracle.